*love me..*

Love. What a wonderful creation by the mighty one above..yet many in the world dont get to enjoy it. Take for example a situation of a friend. She is holding a fake wedding ceremony to fulfill her heart desire because it is not possible for her to marry the one she loves. To protect her identity, i shall not reveal the dramatic reasons why they cannot get marry. Anyway, before i saw the invitation to the 'wedding', i couldn't believe this is for real.

Yes, an invitation. The friend had gone out to the extent of printing good quality coloured invitations for all her friends. She had also set up a place for the 'wedding'. This is how serious it is. I believe there will be video recording and cake cutting on the day itself as well.. I respect her courage. I wouldn't be able to do all that. Imagine all the looks and gossips you have to go through..deadly..which leads me to think how deep is her love for her guy that she can bravely follow her heart. I can also love a guy this deep..but why is it that i dont think i can do that? Maybe i cannot judge myself now because i am not in a situation like hers.

Exams..they are coming in less than two weeks time which also indicates that my poly life is coming to an end now. So many reasons for me to hate poly life to end..the food in particular!

For now, i will just be praying hard that i could get into a local uni.