*rainy day*

Here i am in school updating my blog.. Came to school an hour plus early just so that I can do my personal stuffs.. Hmm.. Guess I've left out something in my previous post. On his 21st birthday eve, we went to parkway for dinner. Ate at the main hawker centre and guess what?! The food we ordered filled up half of the big round table! Not just because it was his treat but I felt like eating alot as well. Sitting directly in front of me, was a guy in his mid thirties. Man, he was so rude! He kept staring at me..then I figured out that he must have thought how could a girl like me be able to finish that much food. So I tried my best and ate as much as I can.. Unfortunately, he was right. We had to ta pao some of the food home as we would be wasting too much food if we don't. After dinner, I suggested that we should go to the beach. How sweet and thoughtful I was then to want him to have a romantic birthday eve.. BUT, he refused..claiming that it was a waste of time! SO unappreciative. Anyway, we still went in the end as I insisted strongly. It had been years since we last went to the bench. Memories of our courting days came flashing back in my mind.. Sadly, there wasn't a quiet spot at all so we just sat on one of the benches.. It was sweet at first but just merely twenty minutes later, I was attacked by a really bad stomach ache.. So, we had to look for a toilet. The nearest toilet in the beach was miles away which meant that we had to leave the place.. Went to ntuc for the toilet in the end, then we went to buy the food for his bbq, which was our purpose of coming initially.. Day ended without any romance at all.. Effort wasted.

Anyway, that was last week. Things aren't the same this week. I'm beginning to have negative feelings for him again.. Why must he always takes me for granted? Cruel. Whatever.