*drunk?*

Indeed..wine makes you hot and sleepy.. Just the kind of feelings I am having right now.. Had a really special bbq celebration for mothers' day just now.. Special in a way that it was raining really heavily at first.. A funny scene really..imagine four adults holding umbrellas around the pit while a teenager stood in the middle trying really hard to start the fire.. It wouldn't be so bad if those adults were patient enough..ha. Ok..the rain did stop after awhile, thankfully, and the bbq went on fine.. It was amazing though..how people were fighting to do the bbqing at first but ended up me being the only one left.. Not a big problem for me but I am not the best cook you see..get what I mean? Well, I didn't really drink alot but enough to make my vision a little blur..so am I drunk? Nah..a little alcohol can't kill me.. I am the daughter of the infamous drinker in my family.. Daddy will kill me if I fall just like that.. No way am I disappointing him..

Ok enough of today.. Oh ya, I've got an ugly bruise on my left shin.. It happened just a few days ago when I was about to bathe.. I took my clothes and pulled open my undergarments compartment.. Then..disaster struck..the whole drawer flew right out.. Bang! painful..and there it is.. I should have been more careful..

Oh..talked to eu the other day.. She told me about a friend.. Yes..it is very sad that bad friends do exist in this world.. It is also shocking how big an impact(bad ones) they can create in your life.. Got inspired so I wrote this..

Bad friend

Friends who come will one day go
A routine that grows stronger the older we grow
But why must it be you that allow it to be so real?
Leaving me at a time like this, causing me to be filled with fear..
You are not who I thought I knew anymore..
Oh no, I don't need a friend like you.

Friends always reach out with honesty
A fact that is so beautiful though I can't literally see
But why must it be you that let this becomes so untrue?
Telling me lies more often than enemies do..
You are not who I thought I knew anymore..
Oh no, I don't need a friend like you.

Friends share everything even thoughts and dreams
An action that shines through friendships from within
But why must it be you that fail to do what I would?
Not even letting me see something so unimportant to you..
You can only imagine how hurt I was
For I will no longer tell the emotions in me..
No no, I don't need somebody like you.